Giving up or not.

Hi there 🙂

This week me and some other friends talked about medical aid for persons with dementia. Now there was one new friend. When they asked him if he is also applying for having medical aid, he said he is only 52 and that he will be dead in 10 years because of the disease he has. I was to afraid to ask him what it was, but it must have been some form of dementia, as the group is for people with dementia.

I was so sad. The others just did not say a thing. What was in each person’s heart? Fear, acceptance, sadness or even anger?

The above words I found on facebook from a lovely person I don’t know and never have met. It is so awesome. That is how I would like to do it. I already have God in my life. The rest is yet to see.

Something I notice, is that the moment something change around me. Does not matter what, I get confused and stars crying. I can not handle it anymore if someone is so called teasing me. It is as if my brain simply freeze up and the emotions of crying shows up. I try to handle, hide it… correct word missing now. I cannot think. Some days I feel normal… five seconds in, something happen lol. So I will just have to take it day by day.

Now got to go. Lots of love and kindness.

Saro (Elmarie)